Your love is a lie.

I fall asleep by the telephone, it's 2 o'clock and I'm waiting up alone.
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name, you blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same.
'Cause I can feel that you're gone.

I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie, it’s nothing but a lie

You look so innocent but the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you? Could you be more obscene?

So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie


Been listening to this song over and over again since 5 o'clock and I'm not planning to switch songs just yet.
It's madness lately, living in my world.
No surprise, since when has my life been normal for long?

Your love is a lie, always has been, always will be.
I've no idea how to be able to rely on you when I realize that all along, you're nothing but a lie.
Makes me wonder on what basis were those good times we had based on?
Was everything that happened between us a lie? Just a lie?
I'm too tired to care any more, as usual, I give up.

Prelims' next week and I'm not prepared at all, it doesn't help that I'm overwhelmed with waves of fatigue today.
Woke up at an ungodly 5am today just to make it to school by 6 am.
It's GB day today and as usual, that means having morning parade and wearing that ugly uniform for the whole day, well, at least until 1pm.
Steph says the uniform is like from hell, so ugly & uncomfortable :(

So I reached school at 6 and some of the juniors were already there.
Rushed around to get everything ready, set up the flag and checked the juniors' uniforms.
It's great being a Sec 4, cuz this time, we get to move around while all the others are in their position until it's time for the parade to start, shiok man.

Being the second tallest in my batch, I had to be the flag bearer.
Audrey & Celina were raising the National flag and School flag respectively.
Francesca & Angeline were standing behing the contigent.
Valerie was the announcer and Cherilyn, the parade & squad commander.
So happy that I did well and I didn't faint or drop the flag or anything.
This year's parade passed without a single glitch, no girls had to fall out too, proud of you all! C:

Wearing the uniform for the whole day was seriously uncomfortable.
Didn't help that we had assembly today, sucked sitting on the floor with a super long frock and boots.
My frock(dress) was past my knee, made me look even skinnier and this in turn made the length look even longer, sucker.
But at least we got to change out during CE, so not so bad.

Due to the fact that I woke up at 5 am, for the whole of today, I was super restless, like cannot sit still like that la.
Keep moving around and had super short attention span.
Felt super tired yet don't want to sleep.

Aiya, I'll be sleeping soon anyway so I'll see if I can mug a bit first.

Your love is still a lie, no matter what you say.