Red red blood.

Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one.
To build me up and tear me down, like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath.
I felt if I was in way too deep, guess I let you get the best of me.

Well I never saw it coming, I should have started running a long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you more than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over, I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, spening all of these years putting my heart back together.
'Cuz the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall.
Packed your bags and walked away, there was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up.
So did my eyes so I could see that you never were the best for me.

Chris Daughtry - Over You.

Been hearing this tune playing continuously in my head for the whole day, like a playlist on replay, and this is the only song in it.
Perhaps last night brought out the worst in me, and you couldn't handle it.
If this is something you can't handle, than you're no where near perfect.

Told you once before and you agreed, everyone has that perfect someone in their heart.
Even if that person isn't perfect at all, to you, he is.
Well, my perfect someone's still QingHong.
He'll forever be the one no one can replace, once the reason why I wake up with a smile on my face.
There's so many things he gave up for me, especially his pride.
For me, he was never out of patience, never out of hugs and a listening ear.
He knew the secrets I could never tell, when I'm quiet he breaks through my shell.
How do you replace such a person when there's only one of him in this world?
Yet I've learnt not to compare, each and every person is unique in their own ways.

Tell me what should you do when you realize the some one who's starting to mean the world to you actually views you as a friend?

I just feel like crying sometimes, yet I know that I shouldn't show the weakness in me.
There's so much I wish to say,yet I know that I shouldn't let others know how I really feel inside.

Had cross country run at Bishan Park today.
Was really tempted to pon the whole thing but decided to go in the end cuz I thought since it's my last year, must why just go for it.
Moreover, I'm not planning to run the competitors one, I don't care if my name's on the list and if I don't run, there won't be a replacement.
I've already told Terance(Falcon house Sports Coordinator) that my knee's injured and thus, I'll not be able to run.
But if Fariz(Falcon house Captain) insists on putting my name down, he'll just waste a spot on me.
So I went home then went to Chrislyn's house there to find the girls and we all walked to Xinmin Lawn in Bishan Park 1.

On the bus to AMK hub to chang 169 to Chrislyn's house, I passed by Eugene's house.
I was like thinking back to all those times where I alighted and went to his house.
Low and behold, he walked down the stairs and alighted from the bus.
I swear I was in shock.
Thank God I was sitting at the lower deck instead of the upper deck.
If I was, I'd never know what would happen.
I didn't know we were really this fated.

Xinmin school people assemble at Xinmin Lawn, cute yo.
So we were late(haha, no surprise).
Spent the first half of the event cheering the B boy and B girls on.
Joelle got 7th! :) :) :)
So proud of her ok.
She still say what CMI but in the end, I told her if that's the mentality she's going to have, she'll never make it.
I told her that I know she'll certainly be able to make it into the top 10 and true enough, she got 7th! :)

So I skipped the competitors run of 3.4km and joined the Fun Run which is 2km.
It was super fun and this is the first year where I join the non-competitiors run.
Sec 1&2, I was a competitor.
Sec 3 had Night2Day run.
So I must admit this is so much more fun than the competitors one.

Firstly, there's absolutely no competitiveness among the participants and everyone's aim is just to complete the route at their own pace.
Secondly, we ran as a class this time.
Well, some of the people, namely Marcus, Benedict, Benjamin, Ming Ting, Audrey and I.
It really is fun, as the name of the race suggests it is.
We really waited for one another and jogged/walked/ran and completed the race.
There were others like Sarah, Gloria, Gene, Malcolm, Edwin, Zi En and Chrislyn.
But they were either in front of us or behind us.

After the prize presentation, was supposed to walk with An Qi all the way to AMK hub but we got lost on the way :X
So we took a bus and dad picked me up at hub.
I was so smelly and my shoe was totally covered in mud, horrible.
However, all in all, today was a really splendid day :)