#803

Been feeling super drained for the past 2 days. On Monday night, I had insomnia and tossed and turned for 2h before finically sleeping at 3am. Then on Tuesday night, I vomited my dinner out before ko-ing at 9pm. And now, it's 10 minutes past 10pm and I'm already feeling the urge to just zonk off. My body's failing me and I highly suspect it's due to my lack of sugar.

I love sugar. Besides the boy (and shopping), sugar's my one and only addiction. But this month, I've got to be monetarily discipline and that means only spending on necessities, i.e. food, and nothing else, especially not on bubble tea and sweet drinks and snacks. Even though it may seem like no big deal to others, but I've survived without drinks (when I say drinks I mean anything that's not plain water) for 2 whole days in school. The longest two days which start anywhere between 0830-1030 and ends at 1730.

To make matters worst, the boy's having outfield now which means I get like <10 texts a day, with hardly any calls. And I didn't talk to him on the phone last night 'cuz I fell asleep before he could get a chance to call me. No sugar, definitely no shopping AND no boy. Yups. My life's so bloody sad now.