Better than I know myself

Cold as ice, and more bitter than a December winter night, that's how I treated you
And I know that I, I sometimes tend to lose my temper. And I cross the line, yeah that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes, but I could never leave your side no matter what I say.

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, but I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now, but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself

All along, I tried to pretend it didn't matter if I was alone
But deep down I know if you were gone for even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn cause I'm lost without you.

I know it gets hard sometimes, but I could never leave your side no matter what I say.

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, but I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now, but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself

I get kind of dark, let it go too far, I can be obnoxious at times but try and see my heart.

Cause I need you now, so don't let me down. You're the only thing in this world I would die without

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, but I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now, but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now, but I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now, but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself