#801

I've honestly been feeling pretty on-the-verge once again. Firstly, I barely saw the boy at all for the past 2 weeks because he had live firing during the weekend and couldn't book out. Meeting him twice for nights out just doesn't count 'cuz I barely saw him for more than 2 hours at one stretch. That isn't enough.

Secondly, I have so much work to cover and I have so little time. Haven't caught up on FM or IT, pretty much caught up with Accounting and Bizlaw which is good but that doesn't mean I've internalized whatever I've done yet. This constant game of catching is stressing me out.

I finally understand what Cheryl K. means when she says that she tends to shop more when she's stressed. I just can't seem to stop shopping, be it in real life or online. I just have the constant urge to buy something when I'm supposed to be saving up for the cruise trip with the boy. But how to de-stress when I'm not allowed to spend money AND I'm supposed to cut down on my one true love - sugar??? Yes, you heard me, mum's been on my case about my sugar intake :(

Everything's building up, up, UP and I've got no way to come down without committing suicide :'( Oh dear Lord save me please.

Dear boy, hurry up and come back to my side :'(