Thanks for the memories.

I think there has got to be an ending to this story, a story that started more than 3 years ago. I should have let you go when you chose to leave more than a month ago, but I didn't cuz I held on to the naive believe that you'll be back. I stayed, I waited. And today, I'm telling myself that it's time to move on, to bury the skeletons left behind in my closet, and to move on to whatever the future holds for me.

I want to thank you for the past 3 years worth of memories. Even though there were both good and bad ones, right now all I remember are the good ones. I remember how you were my pillar of support, the only one I could count on constantly when my whole world slowly changed around me. You were the one I turned to whenever I needed some one to be there for me, be it to complain, cry, share happiness with, everything, You were my whole world. I'll never forget how you would come over to stay just because I needed you to be there, even when we weren't together.

I remember how you brought me out to do anything I wanted to do, to go wherever I wanted to go, just cuz I wanted to. Thank you for never giving up on me, no mater how many times my bad temper got the better of me, or when I was so stressed up all I could do was cry. Simply put, thank you for allowing me to grow up under your care.

Honestly, I still love you, and maybe I always will. But it' s time for me to move on alone. I've got to stop hiding in your shadows and start facing life by myself. I need to stand up on my two feet and to let go of the past. You were the best I've ever had, and I hope you know that I never meant to hurt you in any way. I hope you'll be able to find better. I'll still be here for you if you need me to be, as a friend.

Maybe one day, you'll be able to forgive me. But 'till then, I'll stay out of your life, and I hope you'll be happy.