I will get better.

Day 3 and life seems to slowly get back to a semblance of normality. I know it's still a long way to go for my wounds to heal but I know I have a group of friends who really care for me, and I know that no matter what, they will always be there to stay. I dare not say that I'm fully ok already, but at least it doesn't hurt so much to smile once again. I'm eating and sleeping which is awesome compared to the no-appetite and the insomniac I used to be. Great to lose weight but not practical in the real world. There are moments when a wave of nostalgia will hit me and tears threaten to overflow, but I'll keep telling myself that I'll be ok, I'll always be ok. Time will heal the wounds and I will stand up stronger and more confident than before.

Dear babies who have been there supporting me for the past few days, please know that I'll never be able to get myself together without you people constantly by my side, and cheering me on. I love all of you and do remember that I'll be here for you all too! Mwah.

My favourite song right now :) David's baby steps.

Admit it, we're finished, you don't want me no more. Like a night mare, I lived it, it was too big to ignore. I hear the sounds but they pass me by. My hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone...

Help cause its an emergency, someone just wounded my heart. So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge. I'm starting over, taking, one, two, baby steps; three, four, baby steps; five, six, baby steps. I'm starting over again.

Abandonded, yeah I'm crying. Its like you left me so dead. I'm so broken, my love's frozen, how do you live with regrets? I see the memories flash before my eyes. My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me.

Help cause its an emergency, someone just wounded my heart. So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge. I'm starting over, taking, one, two, baby steps; three, four, baby steps; five, six, baby steps. I'm starting over taking, one, two, baby steps; three, four, baby steps; five, six, baby steps. I'm starting over again.

Its unexplainable, kind of and unattainable when the person you love ain't enough. I feel so pitiful, look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes. I need some, help.

Help cause its an emergency, someone just wounded my heart. So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge. Help cause its an emergency, someone just wounded my heart. So help, its like a bad surgery and now its time to recharge. I'm starting over taking, one, two, baby steps; three, four, baby steps; five, six, baby steps. I'm starting over again.

P/S: I wanna meet all you babies after my block test alright? MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH :(