Painful a.k.a Project work.

This post is going to be a major rant, so skip this if you're not interested in reading it. 

As if school wasn't bad enough with all the homework and tests and lectures which no one can understand at all . . .

Then, the brillant Cambridge professors decide to make life even harder by introducing Painful Work, oh sorry, Project Work I mean.

I goddamn hate Project Work (PW) and I swear it'll kill me one day soon. Like really damn soon. You tell me how am I going to be able to endure another 6 months of researching and researching while doing more and more drafts of random pieces of work.

I did 5 freakin' drafts of my Preliminary Ideas (PI) alone for crying out loud. Imagine, GPP, or whatever else there is left to do. Just think, 'cuz that's all that you've got to do anyway. Unlike me, with all the unlimited drafts to do, with even more strategies and lessons learnt to squeeze my brain juice out for.

Having the patience to do researching on subjects which I have absolutely no interest in, is killing me, literally, and it doesn't help that this year's PW topics is absolutely the pits. Think Emergency, think conservation, boring? ABSOLUTELY. 

I feel like banging my head against the wall.

Due to PW, I am going to have major sleepless nights. Thanks to my unreasonable sister, I can only start doing my research at 10pm earliest, so just think what time it is already when I finally manage to finish everything and head to bed. Moreover, at that hour, my brain is 99% dead, resulting in the need to use much more time to research the same amount of information if I had started at an earlier time, let's say, 8pm or something.

But noooooo, I have an unreasonable sister, plus even more unreasonable Cambridge setters who choose to make life miserable for me.

Awesome.

And I haven't even mentioned the best thing yet.


The absolute best thing is that I have to meet my PW group at 7am tomorrow just to do up our GPP. Fxcking 7am. That's even earlier than the time normal school lessons start at, even earlier than morning assembly, even earlier than the time I would normally wake up on a Thursday, which would be 8am if you're wondering.

I have to reach school at 7am, which means I've got to wake up at 6am, which to tell you the truth, is even earlier than the time I used to wake up for Secondary school. Why don't you just kill me?

I understand that learning to work in a group is important for our future as most jobs will require one to have team work to complete a project.

But oh for heaven's sake, don't you think we have like enough chances to work in a team since primary school? Why oh why must we still be haunted by projects in JC? 

Funny, I can't even say I want to quit JC to go to a Poly cuz Poly students have projects too.

Fantastic, don't you think? Yeah, I think so too.

Which reminds me, I can't freaking find any information on the conservation of taiwanese gloved puppets, which means I have nothing much to contribute to my PW group tomorrow, besides the history of how these puppets came about.

WONDERFUL.

Just tell me what the hell to do right now.