Screweeeeeeeed

No photos for now, just a post as an update. Free cone day for another day when I get the photos from taytay.




You know, honestly, I feel damn tired some times. Like super duper tired where I feel like just locking myself in my room and turning my phone off to shut any contact I have with the outside world.


I know that being in the army is the real ultimate test, but it doesn't help that you've been getting more and more paranoid over the littlest things that makes absolutely no sense at all.




It's tiring having to persuade and convince you that I'll always be here and not run away, over and over again when all you want to do is point fingers at me.



It feels damn sickening to have to say the same things time and time again to convince you over the same thing you know?





DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS LIKE NOT TO BE TRUSTED?






Hell no, 'cuz I've been the one trusting you all this while.


Before all you dummies think "but he's the one inside and not you!" he has been like this since the goddamn start and all that has changed is become WORST.



Ahhhhhhhh, seriously feel damn pissssssssssed right now.



I know that I'm supposed to be all that understanding that he is in army, and that he's feeling stressed, and that he's insecureeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, BUT STILL?!?!?!?!

Tiring sia you know anot.


I've tried tolerating 'cuz I know that's what I'm supposed to do but there's a limit to everything, especially my patience.


And you've definitely gone over it, BIG TIME, brother.




Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh, hate how you're never here. Hate how we cannot talk on the phone 'cuz your battery will run out. Hate how we can't even message 'cuz you're kept much too busy to reply!!!




HATE ARMY TO THE CORE LA, ultimate stealerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!



Argh, so annoying, am not gonna think about it any more.