Twist of fate.

Twisted, just so twisted.
Thought I've been feeling much better recently, yet some how, I think things just crashed and burnt back to square one.
Told myself over and over that I shouldn't care, there is nothing that I should care about anyway.
It's still the same ole' thing, easier said than done.

Been in a state of semi-numbness lately, it's a wonder I managed to get 2 papers done today.
Buang-ed my POA, fuck.
The one subject that I have the confidence in, I can kss my A1 goodbye. __

Tell me baby, why have our fates been twisted in a way that I only thought happened in serial dramas, never ever in real life.
There's so much I wish to know, to understand, yet there's no way you'll ever tell me.
Just feel like all the progress I've been making just crashed and burnt honestly.

What do you do, honestly.