Love at first sight?

Oh God, save me from this unhealthy obsession.

So I woke up around 6.30 this morning and took me quite a while to get back to sleep.
Been wondering if I should just get up then and study or something but decided against it.
So I lay in bed just thinking of random thoughts and well duh, he came to my mind.
I don't understand what's with this obsession over him, I mean it's not like his overly cute or something but it IS the first time I've ever been obsessed over someone, besides movie stars and singers of course.
It's kind of weird, really.

Then I managed to fall back asleep but was awaken around 9 'cuz of some bad dream if I'm not mistaken.
It was something like he talked to me or something (not sure if it was on the phone or in real life, but some how, he just did talk to me).
He said something like he didn't like me at all so he asked me to give up.
And that jolted me awake.
Like :( :( :(

I really seh when I woke up and my mind became more focused on what just happened.
Began wondering if this is a sign from God that I should just give up?
But one thing's for sure, after sleeping and waking up, I feel this obsession dying down.
Not so obsessed over him already, even though I do find him cute.

And what Jun Leong said last night was true uh, said what guys at this age (he's only 15 FYI) don't know how to make the first move.
They're all the shy shy type all don't dare to yadda yadda whatever.
Quite true, but looking at him, can't tell he's shy lorh.
Moreover, when he smiles/laughs, he looks really cute :X
Thinking of him makes me happy, ok stop Yiqing, stop freakin' obsessing over some one who's like not only younger than you, but some one who's like totally impossible.

Moreover, I've only seen him like twice in my life and I'm so obsessed already?
Like seriously.

But it's precisely 'cuz of the fact that after I've seen him for the first time, I've started obsessing already which freaks me out.
Like what is this?
I've never felt so terribly like paiseh 'cuz of another guy before and I really was whenever he came near.
And whenever he talked to me, I feel like I don't know how to reply.
Like OMGOMGOMGOMG, what am I going to do?

Now also no mood to sit down and study :(
Where's Joelle when I need her to sit down and analyse the situation with me?
I've got to wait until like Monday and our prelims' would have already started and she'll go "Just focus on your studies first, this thing after prelims' then say".
I KNOW I should after prelims' then say, but bite me for feeling this way.

Feel just so weird, but I'll be swimming later, hopefully Audrey can help me shed some light in my confused life :)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Can some one tell me what I should do? (besides concentrating on my studies)