Long hair.

I predict today's post is going to be a rather longer one as compared to the ones I've been posting. So let me start.

Firstly, OH MY GOD.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
VINCENT TAM HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!
I'm honestly in a state of shock right now.
Ok, Vincent is my very first boy friend and I haven't seen/contacted him in maybe years?
And he's got a girlfriend!
So shocked, like he this type of guy people want meh, oh damn, I am just being irritating here.
Think good though Yiqing!
But like OMGGGG, seriously.

Secondly, I'm feeling much better today!
It started this morning when I realized for the first time that my hair looks LONG.
Take a look and judge for yourself.

Like really, I always felt that my hair was damn short :(
But looking in the mirror this morning, I was like WOAH!
Haha, so this morning was ofd to a good start, even partner also commented that I looked happy today! :D
But damn damn damn!
I want BLACK hair, like jet black.
Like THIS black.

Thirdly, I've learnt not to think so much already.
Last night, I had a talk with both Eugene and JunLeong and that cheered me up really well :)
JL suggested me having a talk with Alca about how I've been feeling, but how am I supposed to tell him that the reason why I've been so upset lately is 'cuz of him?
I know I have told Eugene straight in his face for many times when I'm upset with him, but Alca's just different.
Maybe it's 'cuz, as my sister said, we're not platonic friends?

Fourthly, I've got a damn bad habit of thinking too much.
Some times, I know I tell myself that I'm thinking too much 'cuz that's the only way I can comfort myself.
As the song goes, "是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由"
However, more often than not, it's just 'cuz I am really thinking too much.
Until I start misinterpreting situations and people's actions.

Like LSK always said, when someone asks you if you've eaten, they just want to know if you have eaten.
So don't go and think if they mean what you don't have enough money to eat that's why ask if you have eaten.
NO.
They just want to know a yes or no answer, simple as that.

But I'm one of those type who'll be wondering if the reason why they ask me if I've eaten is 'cuz they thought I don't have money to eat.
Well, I've never thought about this exactly, but you know what I mean.

Well, so ya, now you know.
Oh crap, there's no one at home besides me, and damn, there's physics tomorrow.

Oh oh, I want to blog about the last thing.

Fifth, I've realized that though I'm currently having my prelims right now, it totally doesn't feel as though I'm going through a major exam.
Hello, no stress much?
I barely study for any of it, just flipping through my notes and taking brief glances.
Yet I can say that it's really "so far so good".
I've got confidence in most of the papers even though I didn't really prepare.
Take lit for example, I didn't even read through the text at all, yet I've got confidence that I'll do pretty well, for TKAM at least.
Oh well, guess I'm just having a lucky break that's all :)

Well ok, I should go and bathe and find something interesting to do.
BYE!:)


太晚我才懂爱了你太多