Holding on.

Whenever I need you, whenever I run to.
I know where to find you, it keeps me holding on.

Yesterday was one of the best days, got to spent the whole day with him :)
I know we're just friends and all that, but he's seriously one of the best things that has happened to me in a very long time.

Studied alone at Compass for around 1 hour before he and Wei Jun came up to the library to find me.
Just walked around as there was like nothing to do at all.
Wei Jun went to smoke but he didn't, apparently cuz he knew that I didn't like the smell of smoke :)
Jun Leong came soon after and so did Terrance.
Then all of us headed to BBC(basketball court) and slacked there 'til night.
Some others came and Marcus the last of all.
But JL left with Ah gong(?) to work then the rest of us, sat there 'til around 10 plus and I said I was heading home already.

And the sweetest thing he did is whenever someone wanted to smoke, he'll go up to that person, tell him that he has something to talk to him about and pull him away.
When I asked JL why, the simple answer that followed was, "He know you don't like the smell of smoke."
Sweet? I thought so too :)

Also, for almost the whole time we were at the void deck near BBC, he stood up.
It wasn't so much 'cuz there weren't any seats.
But more of 'cuz the seats weren't beside me as JL was sitting on the one beside me.
So he stood up just to be near to me? (At least that's what JL said)

I think I'm crazy, honestly.
I'm currently having prelims yet I still hang outside 'til 10 plus 11 then head home and sleep.
Hardly ever cracking open my notes to study at all.
But I don't care, I know I'm not obsessed but I just like spending time with them, keeps me happy.

Tell me, how am I supposed to not let my heart melt?

Well, I'll go take a nap then study my Literature later. (Damn! Hate lit like anything)

PS: Think he'll ask me out later? :)