This I promise you.

Nothing's like before, everything's been changing, far from what it was once before. Get used to it Yiqing, for nothing will stay the same forever.

Fucking sticky and dirty right now but I thought I'll update before heading to take a shower than bed.

Been working my ass off today and fuck, my knee's giving me problems. Get this, before today, I only had problems walking down the stairs. Now, I have problems just walking normally. It's just so darn fucking painful and I'm bloody limping around. Like a fucking bai kah can.

So I finished working all the flyers, and dammit, I'm so not going to do that job any more. The only reason why I perservered through 2 days was cuz I promised sweetie I would, see, I'm such a nice friend :)

My knee's killing me and I'll probably be limping even when school's in. Crap, I know. What can I do about it? I will not see a doctor. I hate doctors and seriously, they freak me out.

Guess the reason why this is happening is cuz of the fact that my blog lacks updates on my personal feelings and has been progressing towards those boring blogs with daily updates only on daily happenings.

But I've just been so distracted lately, doesn't help that I've been adopting a "bo-chup" attitude. I really couldn't be bothered with a lot of things for if I really cared, I think I'll just burst.

So tell me, what should I dooooooooooooooo?

I should get my life back on track. I'm not going to do the slip-shot work I've been doing and this time, I'll get it right. I've been holding back making this choice for far too long and it's time to get it over and done with.

Xh, I'm really sorry for my apparent lack of attention. I'm really sorry for that for I've just been really distracted lately and as I mentioned above, I've developed a "bo-chup" attitude. I know because of that, I've hurt you many times before and I'll try not to do that anymore.

I'm really tired and I'll head to bed. Tomorrow still have dumb chem then maybe meeting love and sweetie? I don't know.

As I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
'Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now Ive finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

P/S: Tonight, I'll settle it. I promise you, and myself.