Make me smile.

Maybe it was my fault from the start, but now, I have no idea what I should do.

Xh, I want to be the one who's there for you always, the one who brings smiles to your face.
But now, I'm the one who brought that frown unpon you.
Dear, tell me what to do right now, I don't know why you're feeling so upset and mixed up.
Me and him, we're just friends, as simple as that, but I don't think you really believe it.
I could have chosen not to tell you about me going today, but I did, cuz I know that nothing will happen for I'm only going there to study.
Yet I get the feeling that you'd rather have not known it at all, and tht deep inside, you feel that something isn't right.

Tell me, dear, what is it that you want me to do?
Just the other day, you mentioned how you knew that it was impossible for me not to have any other guy friends.
I only have 2, you and him, but now, you're reacting in a way I never thought you would.
Can you please trust me?
Have some faith in me?

Now that you've asked me to give you space, I did and I'm afraid.
You said that you won't want me to post up unhappy things anymore, at least not unhappy stuff about you.
But what if you leave?