#971

Hey guys, so today I'm going to blog about something really heart-wrenching for me.

Last night, I sent Wq off to the airport because he's going to India for 3 weeks or so and he'll only be back mid March.

It's going to be yet another lonely 3 weeks for me.

What made it worst is that we have been going through a really rough patch as you all know and we only managed to make up on Sunday night which meant we barely spent 48h together happily before he had to fly over.

But let's not talk about unhappy times now, let's talk about the happy day I had with him yesterday before his flight.

I overslept yesterday so I decided to give school a miss (it's the first time I've skipped school in almost a year ok!)

Had traditional breakfast with Wq! Soft boiled eggs with kaya toast and tea!

He then sent me all the way to school to meet up with my project mates.

Where else can you find such a sweetie? The weather was crazy hot and he could've asked me to go to school by myself but he insisted on sending me all the same!

And for all you people who don't know where my school is, it's at Pioneer, and I stay at the North East. It takes forever to reach Pulau NTU.

Had lunch in school before rushing back home so he could pack his bags.

Took a cab down to the airport and reached pretty late but we managed to get HK cafe for dinner!

He originally sat opposite me before I made him sit beside me hehe.

The both of us looking super tired and exhausted.

Love you baby! :*

Dinner! We weren't that hungry but I know that I had to get Wq to eat something before the flight because I won't know when his next meal will be, and whether he will like the food there or not.

Super worried for him because everyone sort of knows the living standards in India.... And what's more worrying is that we've both never really eaten Indian food before (is roti prata counted?) and he'll be thrust right smack in India for 3 weeks. What if he's stomach cannot take all the foods there? :(

Chilling before he finally had to go into the departure hall.

I'm so glad that I managed to hold in the tears before he left but as soon as he turned his back and walked towards his gate, I couldn't stop bawling like a baby.

I know how I've always said I'm independent and anyway I don't meet him for 5 days a week but not being able to receive a text from him every few hours or a phone call before I sleep is going to be a terrible trial for the both of us.

We're so "sticky" together and even if it isn't healthy, that's the way it's been since forever. I don't even know how I survived the last trip he made to Taiwan last year. But then again, Taiwan's food is much better than India's I guess in terms of the style of cooking and so on.

Furthermore after the rape case, I just feel that India isn't a safe place to be at.

YES I KNOW that he's going to be in an army camp and so whatever I'm saying may be irrelevant but I'm just saying that I'm so worried that's all!

And today, I brought little Tigger (I have another Tigger that's huge and so this is called the little one) to school with me today to keep me company!

Hurry back to my side, dearest one, I'll be counting the days till you're back.

Even though you've been gone for less than a day, I already miss you like crazy :(