Baby, come back to me.

Been left alone with my mind wandering, my heart aching.
It ends tonight, I said yesterday.
Today, despite love's undivided attention, I couldn't help but let the tears down.
I feel so helpless, life seems to pointless.

My life used to revolve around my boyfriend.
I'd complete all my homework in school so that after school, I could do whatever I want with him.
That's been going on for the past 4 months and now..
Everything changes so quickly that I can't catch my breath.

I'm so tired of trying to put a brave front in front of others and blinking back the tears when all I want is just to cry my heart out once and for all.
Everytime I smile, it's just to assure others that I am "ok".
But I don't even know how to express just how lost I feel inside.
The only way for me to let out my frustrations is by crying.
Yet I don't want to cry, I don't want to be weak.

There's just so much I want to say, but there's no words to speak.
Can someone understand just what I'm going through?

Can some one just give me a hug and lend me his shoulder to cry on?

Tomorrow, I'll be going to S's house for the last time to pass him his skinnies back.
It'll be one last chance to win him back.
But I can predict that he won't be home.
Still, I want to hold on a little longer.

Been to sentosa with love, got a bit of sun but the rain came all too soon.
Went to harbourfront for lunch then hougang.
Back home in a matter of hours, I still feel like crying.